My Heart Is Broken

[amylue]

I hate it here
I hate all the things you do
To me
Everything you do with her
Destroys me inside
I feel so foolish
For believing in love
Between the two of you
I'm completely lost
And hurt inside
You hate me so bad
You don't have to lie
To keep me from
Going off the edge
I won't
I promise
And my promises
Are real
I keep them
And I hope
You keep yours
Everyday
My heart is broken
No one sees
What I'm really
Going through
How I'm really
Taking this
And I hate it
I hate how no one
Knows how I feel
Or sees how I take this
I can't make myself do it
I can't even be mean
Or try to win you back
I can't even end my own pain
I can only sit back'
And watch you laugh at me
I hate it here
I hate all the things you do
To me

10-11-05 Amy Ioerger