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Ohhhhhh...so, my back has been acting up something horrible recently. For like the last month, the pain has been almost unbearable. I have a knot that feels like a rock under my skin. I went to the massage therapist at the gym last Thursday and he gave me the most painful massage I have ever received. I was almost in tears a couple of times - he was trying to get the knot out. He did make it feel better - not 100%, but definitely better. Then comes 2am this morning - I hear Kegan crying, so I come downstairs and get him out of the crib. Then, we lie down on the couch and I'm trying to get us situated and comfy, and I moved a certain way TWICE and felt my back just rip TWICE - it was like I was already half way into the second move before I realized that it hurt like hell the first time. So, today I have been on the couch all fucking day. I have to take a shit, but I won't be able to wipe my ass, so I've just been holding it all day long. Joe's had to be my Mr. Belvedere all day long. Mom's calling...write more later.