changes
you ever wake up one day and just KNOW that your life was changing... right there before your eyes? that whatever it was wasnt bold enough to kick you between the eyes, but "there" enough to let you know that whoever you were yesterday was fading?
i feel like over the last year my life has been changing in small ways and big ways and not all of it was within my control, but a lot of it was. and i was ready to make some changes and blindsided by others... and that choices i was making would forever change who i was - for good or for bad. and now it seems like - OKAY. now here we go... the new amy is emerging slowly but surely, but whoever i was yesterday, or last week, or last year... is SO not who i am today - or who i will be tomorrow.
this is getting all deep and stuff, but its strange. i turned 30 and all hell broke loose quitely inside me. :) im growing up and its strange to feel so old and so young at the same time.
so yeah - changes are good. and i cant wait to see what tomorrow brings. its like christmas!
i feel like over the last year my life has been changing in small ways and big ways and not all of it was within my control, but a lot of it was. and i was ready to make some changes and blindsided by others... and that choices i was making would forever change who i was - for good or for bad. and now it seems like - OKAY. now here we go... the new amy is emerging slowly but surely, but whoever i was yesterday, or last week, or last year... is SO not who i am today - or who i will be tomorrow.
this is getting all deep and stuff, but its strange. i turned 30 and all hell broke loose quitely inside me. :) im growing up and its strange to feel so old and so young at the same time.
so yeah - changes are good. and i cant wait to see what tomorrow brings. its like christmas!