Apr 15, 2005 12:59
Well I havent updated in a long time and I think it is about time. This weeek has been kind of crazy for me and I really cant wait to go home and be able to lay outside on Saturday. I am very upset that I dont ge to do anything with my dear friends this weekend cause James has to go to work on Saturday and climb on Sunday:( He is such a poopy head. Tennis is on and I am very excited. Well as I said this week has been crazy cause everyone has had sooo much work to turn in this week. I have had two essays,a test, and several quizes. Not to even talk about the nasty rain and the coldness that has taken over my room.
Today is Spanasian birthday:) Happy Birthday to her:)
This week I have been trying to figure out several things in my life and I really havent frigured out any of them problems that I have been going thought. IT has seemed that school has made everyone really crazy and I am getting worried about alot of it, and not even to talk about what has been going on with James and I. I just hope that next week everyone will try harder to be nice and maybe people will learn that one of the hardest things is to make friends and keep them. It just seems like to me that we all were so happy to be with each other at the beginning of the year and now we are leanring how people really are and maybe it isnt what it was like at the beginning of the year. I know that their is no one to blame for these problems but I jsut want everyone to be happy and I hope that this doenst make anyone mad either.
Now to talk about what James and I have been going thought. Well it has seemed like that we have just been being mean to each other lately, and it isnt like I am scared that things are going to change. I know that it wouldnt have lasted this long for us just being stressed to change things. But that makes me stress out even more and it doesnt help everything else that has been going on.
I know that I am making my life sound like it is one big mess right now and I guess that is how it is but I also try not to think about it so I can still enjoy the time that I have in college. So that is that...
I have a stats test in a little less than an hour and I havent done much studing for it at all. I guess that is my own choose but the thing is that I really just dont feel the need to and I really dont want to at all.
Well I think that I am going to go now cause I really dont have much to say. I need to go talk to Jen about my essay and I think that I is what going to do:)