Sep 20, 2007 16:24
Firstly....
If you have 40 DD boobs - DON'T, I repeat, DON'T do jumping jacks or jog in place without wearing a sports bra or something or...being mostly naked. For one, I damn near hit myself in the face with them, and second, damn the pain. Never again like that....
Second....
Do you guys remember about two years ago, I had this issue with my heart and when I went to the emergency room, the doctors told me that I had Acid Reflux (hard core) and Anxiety Attacks. Well, since then I take medication for the Acid Reflux. I've even had to up my dosage over time since my body got pretty use to it. Much of the time it doesn't even work, but I won't discuss that right now.
Well, my heart started that shit again that sent me to the ER. I told my mom about it because she has had to deal with my dad having his heart troubles for years. It seems that some of the symstoms I am showing are the same ones that my dad has/had.
At times, my heart starts doing this thing where it skips a beat or two and then I feel like I am going to faint and can't breath. It's not hurting this time around like it did two years ago, but it's kind of at the annoying and irritating point.
I've mentioned it to Chris, but I don't want to do anything about it since it's not hurting at all. (Please don't worry - if it gets to that point, I will go to a doctor)
When I mentioned to my mom that I've had a massive heart murmur for well over 15 years, she was shocked. She had no idea at all that I had it. The doctor never mentioned it to her. When I told her just a bit ago, she was shocked and upset that she was never told.
I don't know....
Anyways, speaking of being shocked....I was pretty shocked when my mom told me she was really worried about my dad's possible cancer again. She's more worried about it than my dad. I'm shocked about this because over the last 5 + years, my parents have been on pretty bad terms. You should all know about that. I was kind of stuck in the middle of it and had the feeling of being pressured to choose a side.
It just shocked me so much. I asked my mom if things were ok between her and my dad - she said that for once things were actually on the good side. She's worried that if my dad needs surgery that he won't make and doesn't want that too happen.
Well, I think I am going to go take a shower and start the dish washer.