Sep 01, 2006 02:22
I've thought this over.. for a while now.
Never again will I allow anyone to be my priority while I am just his option.
I could see him through the open door. He was on the steps struggling to put his shoes on. Once he came outside I got out of my car to shake his hand or whatever you do in this situation. I looked at him and his face didn't seem the same. It didn't add up.
I wrote about how much I needed this in the beginning of summer. Someone that you can walk around for hours that dont seem like hours... they dont seem like minutes. Time isnt a variable. Time is non- existent. Right when I thought it wasn't going to happen for me again, it happened.
There was rarely a silent moment. I dont know how we ended up laying in the grass, but the dew sept through my clothing giving me chills. I never wanted to move. I put my hand in his and he looked at me, and I could see how scared he was. He was too scared to kiss me. I let him be scared.
The Bristol exit of 95 takes new form at Daybreak. I promise.