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Today was just a ball of stress. Nothing major really, but the brakes in my car have decided that they're going to try to give up, and now I'm all paranoid to drive anywhere that involves going further than around the corner. Of course this only happens when I don't have money.
And I was stressed and Joe was stressed and he actually hung up on me! Would it be sick to say that I kind of enjoyed that? I'm used to highly dysfunctional relationships, and these past two months have been a shocker because no one has treated me so good, no one has ever not raised their voice or picked a fight or etc. It was simple really, it went like this:
Him: Okay, so I'm on my way to pick you up
Me: Oh, no, I'm definitely not ready yet
Him: Well do you just want to call today off then?
Me: (browsing through shirts at the mall with one hand, juggling my keys, phone and digging through my wallet with the other): Whatever
Him: Bye -click-
Me: Hhhhhmph. -slight grin-
Then later on we got Chinese food and watched The Longest Yard, and here I am. I should be sleeping because I have to wake up for work at 7, but I don't feel like it. All I want to do is sit around and drink tea!
And I was stressed and Joe was stressed and he actually hung up on me! Would it be sick to say that I kind of enjoyed that? I'm used to highly dysfunctional relationships, and these past two months have been a shocker because no one has treated me so good, no one has ever not raised their voice or picked a fight or etc. It was simple really, it went like this:
Him: Okay, so I'm on my way to pick you up
Me: Oh, no, I'm definitely not ready yet
Him: Well do you just want to call today off then?
Me: (browsing through shirts at the mall with one hand, juggling my keys, phone and digging through my wallet with the other): Whatever
Him: Bye -click-
Me: Hhhhhmph. -slight grin-
Then later on we got Chinese food and watched The Longest Yard, and here I am. I should be sleeping because I have to wake up for work at 7, but I don't feel like it. All I want to do is sit around and drink tea!