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While tanning today, I got the sudden urge to race home, throw every item of clothing I have on my bed, and go from there. I now have organization in my closet, a pile for salvation army, and multiple piles for multiple friends. There's a shirt I've had for years and only wore once, in a 2003 webcam photo, that Aleisa has been begging me for and now that I'm ready to part with it, its nowhere to be found. Wtf. I will keep on looking.
I tried to clean out the bottom of my closet, but I couldn't, just like every single time I've tried before. I come across notes from my best friend, pictures of her, and today I found a notebook we had used to write in together freshman year. We complained constantly in it. Pep rallies, teachers, her brother, being too young to have jobs, snobby sluts, BSB being gods next to stupid 'N Sync.
I got teary eyed and choked up like always. I talked to her picture over my bed like I used to do, telling her I really miss her and need her. By coincidence I spotted an n sync cd case in my dresser and laughed and apologized to her.
I think I need to visit her grave asap.
So because of that, I can never clean my closet. It never gets done.
On a brighter note, I did lots of laundry and have lots of clean socks!
I tried to clean out the bottom of my closet, but I couldn't, just like every single time I've tried before. I come across notes from my best friend, pictures of her, and today I found a notebook we had used to write in together freshman year. We complained constantly in it. Pep rallies, teachers, her brother, being too young to have jobs, snobby sluts, BSB being gods next to stupid 'N Sync.
I got teary eyed and choked up like always. I talked to her picture over my bed like I used to do, telling her I really miss her and need her. By coincidence I spotted an n sync cd case in my dresser and laughed and apologized to her.
I think I need to visit her grave asap.
So because of that, I can never clean my closet. It never gets done.
On a brighter note, I did lots of laundry and have lots of clean socks!