!!!ilikewritingthesubjectaftermyentriescauseidontknowwhereimgoing!!!!
new semester!
It is pretty exciting. I expect to see less than 2% of the people I have met in high school for the rest of my life not accounting for reunions and such.
I am beginning to see that these people are so wrapped up in their unproductive lives they can not even recognize they are being completely unproductive. I guess I am at a happy medium between lazy-sit-on-the-couch-for-ten-years-smoking-doobies and starting a save-all-the-children-in-third-world-countries-cause-i'm-important-and-i'm-going-to-college group at my high school.
I understand that i am not being productive in an sense by having said that.
I can't help but be affected by the hostility of my peers and be hostile myself in my own head (most of the time)
I can't hear friends tell me that people in my classes i.e. my ap drawing/painting class, that I am pretentious, without feeling strange. When have I ever expressed confidence in anything except in my certainty of my lack of confidence. I guess it is not that hard to believe that a person who is not confident can also be pretentious. I hope they are confusing pretention with thoughtfulness. ! now i am beginning to second guess myself.
exclamation points should be at the beginning of sentences. I never really feel excited at the end of a sentence. I guess I run out of energy by the end of my sentences.
they are kindof aggravating because I always end up rereading a sentence with exclamation points because I never assume excitement! Did you have to read that sentence over?
buh
It is pretty exciting. I expect to see less than 2% of the people I have met in high school for the rest of my life not accounting for reunions and such.
I am beginning to see that these people are so wrapped up in their unproductive lives they can not even recognize they are being completely unproductive. I guess I am at a happy medium between lazy-sit-on-the-couch-for-ten-years-smoking-doobies and starting a save-all-the-children-in-third-world-countries-cause-i'm-important-and-i'm-going-to-college group at my high school.
I understand that i am not being productive in an sense by having said that.
I can't help but be affected by the hostility of my peers and be hostile myself in my own head (most of the time)
I can't hear friends tell me that people in my classes i.e. my ap drawing/painting class, that I am pretentious, without feeling strange. When have I ever expressed confidence in anything except in my certainty of my lack of confidence. I guess it is not that hard to believe that a person who is not confident can also be pretentious. I hope they are confusing pretention with thoughtfulness. ! now i am beginning to second guess myself.
exclamation points should be at the beginning of sentences. I never really feel excited at the end of a sentence. I guess I run out of energy by the end of my sentences.
they are kindof aggravating because I always end up rereading a sentence with exclamation points because I never assume excitement! Did you have to read that sentence over?
buh