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Okay, so I haven't been here in a really long time...I used to come here to vent. I plan on venting right now as not to bug people and to give my brain a break from screaming at me. Sometimes people say things that they mean in a helpful way but it comes out as mean and makes you feel like shit. That's what happens to me a lot...my mum made me feel super fat again today which she does a lot and it makes me want to get the hell away from this house. She doesn't realize that when she says stuff, it just makes me want to be more defiant...or rather eat what I want and prove her wrong...just when I thought I was having a good day...whatever...