Feb 02, 2005 12:22
I haven't been sleeping well lately.. I've been either waking up a lot during the night, or just not falling asleep til the morning hours, ugh. I don't know. I just need a weekend where I can just sleep to catch up on it all. And that won't be for a while. Wow.
These past 2 weeks have been good and bad. I haven't played basketball for 11 days now, and won't be able to for 5 more days. I can start up again Monday in hopes that I will be back for our game against Farmington. That would be great. We have a game tonight. It's so hard to sit on the bench and realize that you can do nothing for you team to help them out. I hate it and can't wait to get back just to be part of the team again. I feel like I'm not right now. Just because I can't be out on the court. We've done really well though and I'm so proud of everyone. As much as I want to get back out there, I take it and support my team as much as I can.
I've got to see the Bests a lot lately. And as much fun as it is when I'm with them, it just sucks being back here without them. And I'm really glad the way things have turned out with us. I wouldn't change it for the world. I miss you guys so much.
I've also see T.Ho and Melis more! I def. want to keep hanging out with them. I've known Toni since like 4th grade and we've been friends ever since. We've NEVER had a fight or anything. That's why I think we can go over a week without talking or seeing eachother and still be just as close as we were. Know what I mean? Toni has always been there for me and I know that will never change. I can't wait til this summer cos I know we're gonna hang out a lot. As for Melis, we were really close our freshman year with soccer and what not. Then I don't know. We just had different friends I guess. Summer softball was fun with both of you. We had some great times. I hope you guys can come down here soon. I miss you already. Thanks for hanging out lately. It means a lot, and I will never take it for granted. Thanks for everything. Love you guys!!
Haven't seen Dani in over a month. Hopefully when UNH comes up to play Maine the 8th I can go. We have practice at 6, so I hopefully coach will get it changed to 4. We'll see. I miss you so much. Can't wait to see you!!! Love you!
I have to go to Calculus. So leave a comment y'all.
I'll leave you with this...
And I almost had you
But I guess that doesn't cut it
Almost loved you
I almost wished you woulda loved me too
You kept me guessin'
And now I'm destined
To spend my time missin' you
I almost had you
I almost wished you woulda loved me too
--Bowling for Soup "Almost"
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