makeup the breakdown
since 9oclockpm...
ive been clean
&
ive had a full face of makeup on
&
no place to go.
ive already cried most of it off im sure. or maybe it was slowly rubbed off by my covers. or maybe it froze outside and fell off. sometimes i just wish that people didnt overlook me. honestly, i would like to know what i did to deserve to be so lonely. i am beautiful but i dont mean a thing to youanyone.
its funny-how foolish ive become.
i should be at home right now. sleeping in my bed. surrounded by purple walls. knowing that outside those walls there are people who do love me. right on the other side of the house.
still i sit here on the verge of tears hoping that this night will turn around. i dont normally hold grudges, so you got lucky kid.
EDIT* 3:47am..thanks j.
ive been clean
&
ive had a full face of makeup on
&
no place to go.
ive already cried most of it off im sure. or maybe it was slowly rubbed off by my covers. or maybe it froze outside and fell off. sometimes i just wish that people didnt overlook me. honestly, i would like to know what i did to deserve to be so lonely. i am beautiful but i dont mean a thing to youanyone.
its funny-how foolish ive become.
i should be at home right now. sleeping in my bed. surrounded by purple walls. knowing that outside those walls there are people who do love me. right on the other side of the house.
still i sit here on the verge of tears hoping that this night will turn around. i dont normally hold grudges, so you got lucky kid.
EDIT* 3:47am..thanks j.