Before the New Year!
Here is the update since I have graduated, right before the new year:
Went to New York, had some serious family time there, back, and most specifically family time under stress and anxiety because of serious things going on that hasn't been this serious in a whiles, but anyways. Came back from New York one day earlier for reasons of those stress inducing family things. Before I left to NY, I hung out with Rachel and Z, which was brief but filling. An entire night with Alex too before leaving, which also was plentiful so much, [so much Al.] Saw the ex, nothing unpredictable. Also, so now I'm back and I return to an empty house (which is actually a pretty interesting experience on its own) and a relationship picking up where it left off, and a couple of solid season's greetings cards.
Then, anxieties for mediocre-to-poor lsat score (duh) and the disdain of knowing I'm not done with all of it yet. Plus, I need insurance, and that's something I need to do. And, New Years Eve, and family, and New York (again, Jan 6), and family family family.
Also, with family, work, and near eventually, leaving, leaving to Eastern Europe who-knows-where if I can keep it together with the family stuff- (well, it's obviously become obvious- it's in the forefront,) the anticipation of Peace Corps life and what that will even mean and be like. My mom told me she always misses me so much, and I live 35 minutes away. I have no idea what is in store for me/us(fam) to leave when I do. BUT I AM LEAVING. [I am.]
A night out, and now in, and now, ThursFridaly to bed.
Goodnight* (to the two people of this minute's salutation) Gina and Zilber!!
(*and Jackie too, but duh, always to Jackiechka, or Jackson- which never caught on.)
Went to New York, had some serious family time there, back, and most specifically family time under stress and anxiety because of serious things going on that hasn't been this serious in a whiles, but anyways. Came back from New York one day earlier for reasons of those stress inducing family things. Before I left to NY, I hung out with Rachel and Z, which was brief but filling. An entire night with Alex too before leaving, which also was plentiful so much, [so much Al.] Saw the ex, nothing unpredictable. Also, so now I'm back and I return to an empty house (which is actually a pretty interesting experience on its own) and a relationship picking up where it left off, and a couple of solid season's greetings cards.
Then, anxieties for mediocre-to-poor lsat score (duh) and the disdain of knowing I'm not done with all of it yet. Plus, I need insurance, and that's something I need to do. And, New Years Eve, and family, and New York (again, Jan 6), and family family family.
Also, with family, work, and near eventually, leaving, leaving to Eastern Europe who-knows-where if I can keep it together with the family stuff- (well, it's obviously become obvious- it's in the forefront,) the anticipation of Peace Corps life and what that will even mean and be like. My mom told me she always misses me so much, and I live 35 minutes away. I have no idea what is in store for me/us(fam) to leave when I do. BUT I AM LEAVING. [I am.]
A night out, and now in, and now, ThursFridaly to bed.
Goodnight* (to the two people of this minute's salutation) Gina and Zilber!!
(*and Jackie too, but duh, always to Jackiechka, or Jackson- which never caught on.)