You know what Everyone Thinks Now?
Do I really know what everyone thinks now? No. I am far too entrapped in my own mind to see into others. Perhaps that is the biggest problem. I have not been able to be a friend for so long because I was not able to handle friendships/student teaching that I don't know how to be one any longer.
I would like to start writing again. I have worked on a few starts. Like I found the Train Station Cafe story the other day and began to type it up but then I stopped. I was not feeling the completion of it yet... Like I get the basic story plot but its so basic! The Characters
(Adigail Elizabeth Bennett - daughter of Bennett family; expected to marry richly, wisely;
Daniel Jasper Bennett- Oldest, only son of Bennett family; left family for wife; owns hotel in Lexington.
William James Turner- youngest son of a Poor farmer; wants to become a chef and own a restaurant
Andrew Carnegie Gerent- wealthy bachelor who makes a deal with Bennett family to wed their daughter;)
are just that, basic. The start of the story is (“All aboard,” the conductor yelled as he swung up the caboose rail and began to wave. Shouts of farewell and blessings for the journey filled the station as Adigail rushed to jump the train before it picked up speed. Just making the jump, Adigail turned, heart racing from the sudden dash, to wave to her brother, who was slowing his run, to wave his young sister goodbye. Once the train had left the station, Adigail picked up her case and pushed her way to find a seat. At the end of the first car, a young man sat alone watching the small town they were leaving turn to countryside in a few blinks of an eye.
“Excuse me, sir,” Adigail began, “Is this seat taken?”
“No, of course not,” He said standing and turning towards her, “Please, let me help you with your bag.”
Handing him her bad and settling down in the seat as he finished strapping her bag on the top of the luggage rack. ) just basic.
Lets see... I am really happy with the bible story but its a lot of work. I am working on leaving it all in God's hands and listening for his voice for he would not give us more then we can handle. yes, i am trying.
So Bob was not talking to be for the last few weeks and we left in kinda a fight (which was more of a fight for me seeing as how it was a huge deal for Nate who was all mad about us talking to the point where he would not touch me or say prayers before we ate. I didn't like that at all it was the first time I prayed over a meal and it was because he was fuming angry. brilliant) so then last nigh on the way to church my phone rings and Nate ended up driving (fist time in months) so he was all like, Bet its your mom. but it was Bob so I didn't pick up but its bothersome for IDK what is going on. So I texted a bit and it seems Bob might have a house, idk for sure though course I said I could not talk and call today which didn't happen for Bob does not need someone to talk to today-yesterday when when he wanted to but i was busy.
lila said in a comment ages ago (47 weeks ago according to lj) about "Go into space and shut down the Earth's magnetic field?" which I don't know why but I like the sound of doing it just now. I don't know what the journal was about back then but today I think if we were able to get that worked out we would find ourselves able to float through time and space. We could go see the future and the past with a quick turn. Perhaps that is not a good thing yet I cannot help but wonder if it was possible like we are on this plan that God set out anyway that we would be able to grow more when we come to the hard stuff because like the disciples we would be able to see and believe. yes, i am questioning faith but if the disciples are with God and they saw I think we would still be his faithful children if we shut down the magnetic field and floated through time! =D OOO And as for space I could go visit lila and Paris in the same day! Amazing!
I would like to start writing again. I have worked on a few starts. Like I found the Train Station Cafe story the other day and began to type it up but then I stopped. I was not feeling the completion of it yet... Like I get the basic story plot but its so basic! The Characters
(Adigail Elizabeth Bennett - daughter of Bennett family; expected to marry richly, wisely;
Daniel Jasper Bennett- Oldest, only son of Bennett family; left family for wife; owns hotel in Lexington.
William James Turner- youngest son of a Poor farmer; wants to become a chef and own a restaurant
Andrew Carnegie Gerent- wealthy bachelor who makes a deal with Bennett family to wed their daughter;)
are just that, basic. The start of the story is (“All aboard,” the conductor yelled as he swung up the caboose rail and began to wave. Shouts of farewell and blessings for the journey filled the station as Adigail rushed to jump the train before it picked up speed. Just making the jump, Adigail turned, heart racing from the sudden dash, to wave to her brother, who was slowing his run, to wave his young sister goodbye. Once the train had left the station, Adigail picked up her case and pushed her way to find a seat. At the end of the first car, a young man sat alone watching the small town they were leaving turn to countryside in a few blinks of an eye.
“Excuse me, sir,” Adigail began, “Is this seat taken?”
“No, of course not,” He said standing and turning towards her, “Please, let me help you with your bag.”
Handing him her bad and settling down in the seat as he finished strapping her bag on the top of the luggage rack. ) just basic.
Lets see... I am really happy with the bible story but its a lot of work. I am working on leaving it all in God's hands and listening for his voice for he would not give us more then we can handle. yes, i am trying.
So Bob was not talking to be for the last few weeks and we left in kinda a fight (which was more of a fight for me seeing as how it was a huge deal for Nate who was all mad about us talking to the point where he would not touch me or say prayers before we ate. I didn't like that at all it was the first time I prayed over a meal and it was because he was fuming angry. brilliant) so then last nigh on the way to church my phone rings and Nate ended up driving (fist time in months) so he was all like, Bet its your mom. but it was Bob so I didn't pick up but its bothersome for IDK what is going on. So I texted a bit and it seems Bob might have a house, idk for sure though course I said I could not talk and call today which didn't happen for Bob does not need someone to talk to today-yesterday when when he wanted to but i was busy.
lila said in a comment ages ago (47 weeks ago according to lj) about "Go into space and shut down the Earth's magnetic field?" which I don't know why but I like the sound of doing it just now. I don't know what the journal was about back then but today I think if we were able to get that worked out we would find ourselves able to float through time and space. We could go see the future and the past with a quick turn. Perhaps that is not a good thing yet I cannot help but wonder if it was possible like we are on this plan that God set out anyway that we would be able to grow more when we come to the hard stuff because like the disciples we would be able to see and believe. yes, i am questioning faith but if the disciples are with God and they saw I think we would still be his faithful children if we shut down the magnetic field and floated through time! =D OOO And as for space I could go visit lila and Paris in the same day! Amazing!