Another Check In. . .
It's been a really long time since I have posted anything so I decided to have a little check in.
Nothing spectacular has been going on. Just coping with my still busy schedule and getting ready to stage manage a show. Nothing really life changing has gone on these past couple months. Matt and I had our two month anniversary. That was great. I can't believe it's been two years. I think about those times and think "wow, I'd give just about anything to get back to those times." They were fun, and breezy. I thought doors were opening up all over the place. . .doors were opening but little did I know that once I crossed through that door there was no floor. Just wide open air that has left me falling ever since. I dont think I have even hit the ground yet. I am waiting for the pile of mattresses at the bottom to cushion the blow of the fall. It's not there yet.
"Thats poetic. . . that's pathetic."
Anyway, I will be graduating in August. Well, I will be recieving my diploma. I am not participating in any of the commencement activities. Then it is off to look for a job. I'm done with theatre. I am hoping to get a job where I will be a telephone operator. No, I'm not kidding. One day when you call information, you may very well be talking to me. That is if I get the job. Many of my friends work there, so I am hoping that's an "in". I just dont know what to do or think about it anymore. I feel like I have wasted the last four years of my life. Oh well, I guess something will work out.
Nothing spectacular has been going on. Just coping with my still busy schedule and getting ready to stage manage a show. Nothing really life changing has gone on these past couple months. Matt and I had our two month anniversary. That was great. I can't believe it's been two years. I think about those times and think "wow, I'd give just about anything to get back to those times." They were fun, and breezy. I thought doors were opening up all over the place. . .doors were opening but little did I know that once I crossed through that door there was no floor. Just wide open air that has left me falling ever since. I dont think I have even hit the ground yet. I am waiting for the pile of mattresses at the bottom to cushion the blow of the fall. It's not there yet.
"Thats poetic. . . that's pathetic."
Anyway, I will be graduating in August. Well, I will be recieving my diploma. I am not participating in any of the commencement activities. Then it is off to look for a job. I'm done with theatre. I am hoping to get a job where I will be a telephone operator. No, I'm not kidding. One day when you call information, you may very well be talking to me. That is if I get the job. Many of my friends work there, so I am hoping that's an "in". I just dont know what to do or think about it anymore. I feel like I have wasted the last four years of my life. Oh well, I guess something will work out.