WTF were you thinking?!?!

May 26, 2004 23:37

Do you remember a time when you did something or was in a particular situation out of your own free will, but later came to realize the plight that you didn't understand what the hell you were doing?

I remember going out with this one guy for a couple years and thinking to myself he was everything I wanted and needed. Turned out I was just jaded and wrong because this foolio left me using that infamous excuse of "wanting to be alone" and not date anyone or be with anyone. Needless to say, rather quickly after ending our 2-year relationship, I find that this person had already been talking to another chick and was dating her.

It hurt to be lied to. It hurt to have felt played. But it was awesome realize I am better off without this person in my life. Back to what I was saying....

This guy was everything to me during the time we were together. It was one of those "you-can-do-no-wrong-in-my-eyes" kind of feeling that I had for this individual. Have you ever felt that way about someone? Something?

Sometimes in a relationship, you can't see the flaws of the person you are with, or even flaws in yourself or the relationship because...ALL IN ALL...love is truly blinding. This guy never showed any interest in getting to know my family, wanting to spend time with me and my friends, nor did he want take part in my interests. I sit and look back at all of this [mind the vague explanation of this past relationship] and I think to myself, "Siri, what the fuck were you thinking?!??!"

It doesn't matter now though. I don't regret it for a moment.
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