Gettin' Better
Well, I felt almost human again headed into work last night. Correction - I felt human, just not up to my usual happy bouncy standards.
Friday I pussed out on Craig for dancing after realizing that two 'nana mango smoothies may have been overkill when one hasn't eaten for a while and one has chronic belly troubles. In the immortal words of Skippy Squirrel... spewwwww!!!!!
(it's time for animaniacs, and we're zany to the max. so just sit back and relax, you'll laugh 'til you collapse, for animaaaniacs!))
Played vegetable Friday night, alternating between short hour'ish long naps and just sitting wishing i was sleeping. blah
Saturday was a coworker's wedding, and it was beeeeeeeeyooootiful. Carlene was just starting as a new nightshift RN when I moved here, so I've gotten to do a lot of mentoring with her through her professional development until she semi-recently moved to days. She's a real sweetie and totally twitterpated and he's just as keeno beeno. Many many happy wishes.
I had a pretty dress and dead sexy shoes, which of course hurt like a sonuvabitch, and my hair actually semi-behaved, so I got to shock a few co-workers who'd never seen me in civvies. Danced a bit (you can't NOT do the chicken dance) and made lotsa small talk, then headed out.
Realized I needed to chill the hell out when I went to make a Steak n Shake run at like 3 am and I had a near panic attack over whether I was choosing the wrong shoes to wear out in public. Did I mention it was 3 am? Or that I was headed to a drive through?? These are not my thoughts. Maybe two years ago, but not now. But even then they weren't my thoughts, just ideas that'd been smooshed into my brain for no freakin' good reason other than torment. rrarr
Anyyyyyways... decided against food and just went to bed. Sleep actually finally overtook me and I slept for like 12 hours. Got up and puttered around a bit until work, which wasn't too bad despite being hella busy and having two patients really trying to make me loose, but we got 'em to the unit before then, so hah!
Tottering off to bed now... very tempted to putter more, but will be good.
for now, tehehe
Friday I pussed out on Craig for dancing after realizing that two 'nana mango smoothies may have been overkill when one hasn't eaten for a while and one has chronic belly troubles. In the immortal words of Skippy Squirrel... spewwwww!!!!!
(it's time for animaniacs, and we're zany to the max. so just sit back and relax, you'll laugh 'til you collapse, for animaaaniacs!))
Played vegetable Friday night, alternating between short hour'ish long naps and just sitting wishing i was sleeping. blah
Saturday was a coworker's wedding, and it was beeeeeeeeyooootiful. Carlene was just starting as a new nightshift RN when I moved here, so I've gotten to do a lot of mentoring with her through her professional development until she semi-recently moved to days. She's a real sweetie and totally twitterpated and he's just as keeno beeno. Many many happy wishes.
I had a pretty dress and dead sexy shoes, which of course hurt like a sonuvabitch, and my hair actually semi-behaved, so I got to shock a few co-workers who'd never seen me in civvies. Danced a bit (you can't NOT do the chicken dance) and made lotsa small talk, then headed out.
Realized I needed to chill the hell out when I went to make a Steak n Shake run at like 3 am and I had a near panic attack over whether I was choosing the wrong shoes to wear out in public. Did I mention it was 3 am? Or that I was headed to a drive through?? These are not my thoughts. Maybe two years ago, but not now. But even then they weren't my thoughts, just ideas that'd been smooshed into my brain for no freakin' good reason other than torment. rrarr
Anyyyyyways... decided against food and just went to bed. Sleep actually finally overtook me and I slept for like 12 hours. Got up and puttered around a bit until work, which wasn't too bad despite being hella busy and having two patients really trying to make me loose, but we got 'em to the unit before then, so hah!
Tottering off to bed now... very tempted to putter more, but will be good.
for now, tehehe