It's been forever
So I haven't been keeping up.
This is what's happening.
Josh and I are no longer anything. Not even friends. Are main thing is trust. And we don't have any. We both went through each other's phones and read text messages. He saw one from a guy I'm talking to. And why he would get upset I dunno, because we've been broken up for some time now. I dunno. I do miss him, but right now we need time apart and lots of it!
In other news: This entry is about a few nights ago
Happiness is...
knowing the other person has mutal feelings. He's fucking WONDERFUL.
Last night I was hanging out with my best friend, after looking up some ghost stuff online, and I got really freaked out. So I called "the boy" (we had plans to hang anyways, but, I was especially wanting him to come over after watching that shit). I had him next to me last night, and it was great. Even tho he hogs the bed like NO OTHER, it was still great.
Things are great and are starting to look up. For awhile there I was stuck in a rut. It felt like I was going nowhere in life. I had drama and extra baggage beyond belief, but, now that's all cleared up.
I can breathe! And it feels great. I'm no longer confused anymore, or worried.
I saw my mama today. Man I think she shrunk, because... I don't remember her being THAT short. lol Saturday I'm going to do a mama.. daughter day. Like old times. I'm glad things are settled between us. I love her to death. She wants me to come back home, but I like being "on my own".
I also saw my kitty kitty; Vinnie. My goodness he's freaking fat. My sister and I found an apartment right here on 30th street. That accepts kitty kitties. So yea.. I get to bring my Vinnie along. The first thing he did was jump on my lap and lick my nose. Aww I miss him.
Well it's 1:20am and I can sleep cause my bed is empty. I'm getting used to sleeping next to his bed hogging-ness. It's harder to sleep without his arms around me.
Yea.
Last night was Their concert with was very fun. I had a blast
here are some pics if you'd like to see:
http://photobucket.com/albums/v221/Amybabie143/A%20Day%20of%20Hope%20011705/
This is what's happening.
Josh and I are no longer anything. Not even friends. Are main thing is trust. And we don't have any. We both went through each other's phones and read text messages. He saw one from a guy I'm talking to. And why he would get upset I dunno, because we've been broken up for some time now. I dunno. I do miss him, but right now we need time apart and lots of it!
In other news: This entry is about a few nights ago
Happiness is...
knowing the other person has mutal feelings. He's fucking WONDERFUL.
Last night I was hanging out with my best friend, after looking up some ghost stuff online, and I got really freaked out. So I called "the boy" (we had plans to hang anyways, but, I was especially wanting him to come over after watching that shit). I had him next to me last night, and it was great. Even tho he hogs the bed like NO OTHER, it was still great.
Things are great and are starting to look up. For awhile there I was stuck in a rut. It felt like I was going nowhere in life. I had drama and extra baggage beyond belief, but, now that's all cleared up.
I can breathe! And it feels great. I'm no longer confused anymore, or worried.
I saw my mama today. Man I think she shrunk, because... I don't remember her being THAT short. lol Saturday I'm going to do a mama.. daughter day. Like old times. I'm glad things are settled between us. I love her to death. She wants me to come back home, but I like being "on my own".
I also saw my kitty kitty; Vinnie. My goodness he's freaking fat. My sister and I found an apartment right here on 30th street. That accepts kitty kitties. So yea.. I get to bring my Vinnie along. The first thing he did was jump on my lap and lick my nose. Aww I miss him.
Well it's 1:20am and I can sleep cause my bed is empty. I'm getting used to sleeping next to his bed hogging-ness. It's harder to sleep without his arms around me.
Yea.
Last night was Their concert with was very fun. I had a blast
here are some pics if you'd like to see:
http://photobucket.com/albums/v221/Amybabie143/A%20Day%20of%20Hope%20011705/