useless

[amyalivee]

well it's 3 am and i'm wide awake
and i was hoping i didn't make the same mistake
letting you walk in
try to prove me wrong
but you proved me right, just like every other time

i cried a little before i fell asleep
but i already got tears up to my feet
so why am i wasting both of our time
when mine was up a long time ago

fighting for your heart is useless
when you're fighting for someone elses
and i always dreamed of being enough
but i guess that was too much to ask for
and i don't know if you'll change your mind
but it'll probably be too late
'cause after all it'd probably be another mistake

i never wanted you to leave
could have got down on my knees
but i ain't beggin' anymore
because i'm a prize, but you don't possess me
and if lovin' me's a crime, you'd be jail free
'cause after all that's said and done
if you would have loved me you wouldn't run

take what you want and leave me hanging
but i can't give you anymore
cause i barely have enough to keep me breathing
bout to hit the floor

I keep going back and forth
trying to make my mind make sense
and i know these things are tough
but my skin ain't.

I either want it to work
or to work on moving own
cause back and forth's got me dizzy
and i'm falling