this is stupid
I am in so much fucking pain, it's unbelievable. I have no idea what I did to my throat, but it hurts so excuriatingly painful to swallow, though it's no problem to talk. It's not a sore throat but an aching one. It's not even red or anything, bun it's swollen. I'm thinking about making my parents take me to the doctor to have it looked at. Water's about all I can handle swallowing, and so I had to take two advil on an empty stomach. I NEVER take any sort of medicine like this, if that gives you an indication of the pain I'm in. I even woke up from a deep sleep due to the pain. On a scale of one to ten, I'm definitely up to an eleven. It's not even a sick throat feeling anymore; it feels like something is severely lodged, though I am breathing, and when I am absolutely desperate enough, I swallow just fine too, except in some pretty brutual pain. My friend Justin suggested maybe I have a cut or something on the lining of my esophogus. I wish I had someone to talk to to get my mind off this but alas. I can't even fall asleep it hurts so bad. WTF is going on, srsly!!!