crud
for the past idk how many wednesdays, the weather's been SUNNY!
i only remember this because wednesdays i don't have class until 10am.
bleeding. my uterus says so, although i wouldn't know looking at my panties! go mooncup uk!
my eyes are still all stingy from cutting onions and shallots for my chicken soup. i'm excited about it! i didn't use all stock this time. a little under half just to account for some salt. we'll see how that goes.
ugh. cramps = not a good body sensation when you gotta sit for the next two hours and you have to walk around in the chilly weather. =/ but at least i'm bleeding finally, i think/hope (seriously this cup is a miracle)! five days of spotting this month. i'm going to see a gynecologist about it. i'm not on any medications... should this really be happening? i'm used to noticing a tinge of blood when i pee then BLOOODDDD!!! and CRAMPSSS!!!! then the second day is the heaviest and it gradually tapers for the next four or five days. that was what it was like before this god-awful spotting! now it's like spot for three to six days. first day of real blood mild to semi severe cramps, heaviest day. then the second lighter and then by the third it's back to spotting for another three to five days. it's like WHAT THE FUCK! my mom tells me that uterine tumors run in the family. i kinda hope that's the issue because then that'd be simple and not a half bad diagnosis. afterall, almost all uterine fibroid tumors are benign and don't cause much trouble usually. either way, something is not right in the female parts department and i'm hoping it ain't severe!
anyway. i should get ready for class.
i only remember this because wednesdays i don't have class until 10am.
bleeding. my uterus says so, although i wouldn't know looking at my panties! go mooncup uk!
my eyes are still all stingy from cutting onions and shallots for my chicken soup. i'm excited about it! i didn't use all stock this time. a little under half just to account for some salt. we'll see how that goes.
ugh. cramps = not a good body sensation when you gotta sit for the next two hours and you have to walk around in the chilly weather. =/ but at least i'm bleeding finally, i think/hope (seriously this cup is a miracle)! five days of spotting this month. i'm going to see a gynecologist about it. i'm not on any medications... should this really be happening? i'm used to noticing a tinge of blood when i pee then BLOOODDDD!!! and CRAMPSSS!!!! then the second day is the heaviest and it gradually tapers for the next four or five days. that was what it was like before this god-awful spotting! now it's like spot for three to six days. first day of real blood mild to semi severe cramps, heaviest day. then the second lighter and then by the third it's back to spotting for another three to five days. it's like WHAT THE FUCK! my mom tells me that uterine tumors run in the family. i kinda hope that's the issue because then that'd be simple and not a half bad diagnosis. afterall, almost all uterine fibroid tumors are benign and don't cause much trouble usually. either way, something is not right in the female parts department and i'm hoping it ain't severe!
anyway. i should get ready for class.