Here's my channel to vent...
I'm so discontent right now. I HATE living at home. Its not bad by any means. No one drives me crazy like they were last year. I just want my own space. I'll be 24 in 2 weeks. I still live at home. That's just not right. I feel like a kid still. I'm just terrified to buy a house. I don't think anyone would give me the money I need to buy a house. I found one I like. Its 130k... That's REALLY cheap for the neighborhood its in, so that alone makes me cautious. I figured it out. With the money I have now, I would have monthly payments of $939. That's not including utilities (which have gone up a lot since I've had to pay a bill) and water. So, we're looking at about $1200 just to live. Plus my car and insurance is about $600. And I'm probably doing about $120 in gas a month. So that leaves me with a grand total of $100 for anything else I need that month.
I just don't know what to do. Anytime I mention an apartment, all I hear is "That's just throwing your money away."
I just want a place to call my own. I feel trapped. Like I'll never get out of here. It makes me sad. I actually feel like crying over this. Which is ridiculous. I just have this idea of what I am. I'm a pretty not fat girl that has money... When in fact i'm just an average looking chubby girl that's poor. And this sucks.
I just don't know what to do. Anytime I mention an apartment, all I hear is "That's just throwing your money away."
I just want a place to call my own. I feel trapped. Like I'll never get out of here. It makes me sad. I actually feel like crying over this. Which is ridiculous. I just have this idea of what I am. I'm a pretty not fat girl that has money... When in fact i'm just an average looking chubby girl that's poor. And this sucks.