Aug 18, 2007 18:47
The Two of Wands card...
suggests that my power today lies in attraction. I have a vested interest or am committed to sharing my vision, ideals, or game plan in order to make a connection. I am willing to step up because it takes two and I can't win if I don't play. Anything is possible. I am empowered by the passion of my own potential and I transform through self-discipline.
its been raining alot in brooklyn as of late...
kind of bittersweet but i'm feeling okay today and taking things in. taking the time to write it all out, one of the places that i am in comfortable ease in my life, its always rewarding and healing. a gift to give the world. i just ordered three books from amazon. ha, you want to hear what kind of flakey shit i read? one is about playing cards divination and birthdays, one is a workbook for the goddess tarot deck and last but by far not least a book called sacred space about the interconnectivity of astrology and feminism--astrology is a womyns science. knowing that is so comforting to me like i'm on the right track or something--make that cognitive leap with me.
coming to terms with being a punk and a queer magic unicorn...
a contradictory world of aesthetic and emotional, passionate chaos and learning the language of god. its still trying to a work a space btwn the two in my heart and way i experience the world. ive got the occult on the mind big time today, more then usual. ive kind of hit a wall with the rate at which i devour life and it seems like im approaching a period where my energy needs to be focused on healing. zg came over today and gave me a tarot card reading. its the return of favor, a reading i gave her a few weeks ago--i know its nice to have other witchy intense friends, so fortunate. alot of the reading was about making choices, agency, searching for more deeper and meaningful things in this life. emotions, power, visions, creativity--having the tools to create a magical universe. im working on it but things have to get really hienous before they heal, i accept that.