I don't know.
I am not quite sure how I am supposed to feel, or react.
Or even if I am worthy of feeling anything at all.
Mostly I wonder how those who are worthy are feeling.
How do they deal with it?
Is it supposed to be dealt with?
I question the reasons behind his descision.
What in life could be so terrible to make you want to give in.
Was it giveing in?
or did he just lose the battle?
What battle?
There are so many questions, not enough answers.
I cant focus on anything.
What is it I am supposed to be thinking? Feeling?
Is this supposed to effect me?
I wonder if he knew how this would effect people?
Is it selfish of me to ask such a thing?
What ever the ansers of my queries, I do hope he is save where he is.
I hope he is better off. He is with the angels. As lame as tat sounds. It's a little bit of hope. Hope that his descision is not regretted.
Rest peacefully angel, until I catch up to you.
xx
Or even if I am worthy of feeling anything at all.
Mostly I wonder how those who are worthy are feeling.
How do they deal with it?
Is it supposed to be dealt with?
I question the reasons behind his descision.
What in life could be so terrible to make you want to give in.
Was it giveing in?
or did he just lose the battle?
What battle?
There are so many questions, not enough answers.
I cant focus on anything.
What is it I am supposed to be thinking? Feeling?
Is this supposed to effect me?
I wonder if he knew how this would effect people?
Is it selfish of me to ask such a thing?
What ever the ansers of my queries, I do hope he is save where he is.
I hope he is better off. He is with the angels. As lame as tat sounds. It's a little bit of hope. Hope that his descision is not regretted.
Rest peacefully angel, until I catch up to you.
xx