Dont tell me what i want hear...Tell me what i need to hear...
Who am I? Who will I be? Where am I? Where am I going? Am i making a mistake? Is my life just one big mistake? What is the meaning of my life? I need to know.
I need to know what people think. I need their approval. I dont deserve it, but I need it. This hopeless and endless feeling, this desire and longing to be approved of, to be wanted.
Could you not see how it hurt? Could you not see how fake and rehearsed the smiles and laughs were? I shrugged it off the first time, but you kept bring back. You couldnt have just dropped it. We've talked about this before. You knew. The tears that were there werent from laughing or pretend. They were real. And you could have cared less. Thanks. It means a lot.
The tears, they burn, running down my checks and shattering on the floor. Do you see them? Can you see the crack in my heart? The sadness in my soul? Do you see it or do you just not want to?
What's going on?
I need to know what people think. I need their approval. I dont deserve it, but I need it. This hopeless and endless feeling, this desire and longing to be approved of, to be wanted.
Could you not see how it hurt? Could you not see how fake and rehearsed the smiles and laughs were? I shrugged it off the first time, but you kept bring back. You couldnt have just dropped it. We've talked about this before. You knew. The tears that were there werent from laughing or pretend. They were real. And you could have cared less. Thanks. It means a lot.
The tears, they burn, running down my checks and shattering on the floor. Do you see them? Can you see the crack in my heart? The sadness in my soul? Do you see it or do you just not want to?
What's going on?