Status Update
Figured I'd make one of my random and occassional posts. I'm kinda tired right now, and my sleeping schedule is soooo far out of whack it's not funny. I may be spending the next week or so just readjusting, but it gets better, in so much as it seems that I'm also quickly getting sick now, with the symptoms of fatigue (though likely sleep related), sore throat, coughing, and most notably, upset stomach. So combined all together, I feel ick. I'm even getting thwapped with a side plate of creeping depression, but I've been successful so far at swatting it away. I hope it remains that way. That said, I think I need to have more social time when appropriate (every once in awhile) and stuff. I think it's that sense of putting your head down, working, doing stuff, doing what you're supposed to, having relatively few things you actually desire in worldly goods, and just feeling empty for it. I need to chase down that feeling of meaning in my life again and latch onto it. Maybe it's just low self-esteem, maybe it's something else altogether. Bottom line is that I'm just feeling rather icky right now, and I wish I didn't.