Nov 20, 2004 12:19
Finally-- LJ friends from Ecola! Due to their ademant request, i have agreed to update. I havent in weeks because i feel like i have nothing to say. What could i say? Should i inform friends back home of my minute to minute activities...none of which you care about...all of which are a futile attempt to recapture friendships that fade with each passing day. call me a realist.
Tonight i get to leave cb and go to portland-- super happy about that. I love this place..but honestly i live for the moments when i get to drive away from it. Leaving makes coming back so refreshing and exiting...like it was when i first got here 5 months ago. And, i love portland. Hey, maybe i'll live there someday. Or maybe seattle. Or maybe i'll move to michigan (actually...i might do that...hmmmm...). Theres a bible college in michigan that i'm seriously concidering going to. It would allow me to go straight to the mission feild...and the school is dirt cheap. But michigan is soooo far away. I dont know...we'll see how that goes. Dont think my family would ever forgive me for moving so far away.
I'll be in california in less than a month...dont know how i feel about that. Happy..yet cautious. Optimistic yet afraid.