Jun 16, 2004 22:27
This is my last lj entry from the dorms. I dont feel like writing, but i feel obligated to, since this is the end of a large chapter. Freshman year was great, what can i say. Had a tough time at first, but i know now that we all did. Learned so much- both inside and outside the classroom. Grew up a lot, i feel. I dont feel like a kid so much, and though i dont feel "adult" i feel comfortable with this middle stage.
I am so glad i started this journal, its allowed me to chronicle so many of the escapades of this great year. So many memories- feel haunted by them now...sitting in a room that is no longer the one i know and love...hugging friends goodbye, not sure when i'll see them again. I feel strange. Not sad to leave. So strange. I feel exited, earlier i had butterflies. Because i love that i'm leaving, though it is hard. Dont know when i'll be back, hope to visit soon enough though. I've met good people...the type i could see myself friends with for a very, very long time. Many people meet their best friends in college and stay close to for the rest of their life, and i feel i've found that here. To my girls-Danielle, Jaqui, Heather, Lindsey, Lauren- friends like noneother than i've ever had before: Thank you for loving me like you do, for accepting me unconditionally, for teaching me what friends truly are- I love you all.
Well before i break down in sentamental nonsense, i will go. Hope to update soon, but dont know when. Goodbye G4, it was great!