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Am I a total idiot for not previously noticing the fairly blatant nod to American Psycho in the first half hour of the Dark Knight?
Or am I an idiot for drawing parallels where there are none?
I had a really hard time today with the no-doc-or-thyroid meds-till-Jan thing. The one person I really wanted to talk to about it, I couldn't, cause I'm pretty sure he doesn't want to talk to me. J didn't respond. Yvonne tried, poor dear, but I'm not gonna bitch at her when she's busy with her parents.
I know, I know, it'll be ok.
I just have a hard time dealing with this around my mom now. She notices, and she worries. Today after I told her and was sitting trying to feel ok about it, she asked if I'd taken "my pill." Though I didn't actually get upset about it like I usually would. I understand now she's just concerned.
It's really interesting, with all these new "developments," I'm learning less about myself than I am about my parents; specifically my mom. She's been nothing but supportive, not disparaging (not like I expected her to be mean, but maybe a little... snipey in that mom way). And she actually is relieved by the whole thing because she feels like it explains my behavior for the past year-- not returning her calls for weeks, failing my classes, etc.
And she gave me drink coupons for the plane ride back! :9
Or am I an idiot for drawing parallels where there are none?
I had a really hard time today with the no-doc-or-thyroid meds-till-Jan thing. The one person I really wanted to talk to about it, I couldn't, cause I'm pretty sure he doesn't want to talk to me. J didn't respond. Yvonne tried, poor dear, but I'm not gonna bitch at her when she's busy with her parents.
I know, I know, it'll be ok.
I just have a hard time dealing with this around my mom now. She notices, and she worries. Today after I told her and was sitting trying to feel ok about it, she asked if I'd taken "my pill." Though I didn't actually get upset about it like I usually would. I understand now she's just concerned.
It's really interesting, with all these new "developments," I'm learning less about myself than I am about my parents; specifically my mom. She's been nothing but supportive, not disparaging (not like I expected her to be mean, but maybe a little... snipey in that mom way). And she actually is relieved by the whole thing because she feels like it explains my behavior for the past year-- not returning her calls for weeks, failing my classes, etc.
And she gave me drink coupons for the plane ride back! :9