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I know, I know... I'm kinda lax in my entries. Oops. I just got some stuff going on offline that kept me from comin back 'round here. I feel like such a ditz.
Well, last Thursday, I went out to the mall with Larisa. I've been kinda sorta flirtin with her online for a bit now, but seeing her in person: I turned from the outgoing gal I've been in chat back into the shy mouse I normally am. I hate my shy side. There were so many times I wanted to be bold and reach out to hold her hand and didn't do it. I hope I didn't confuse her or make her think I wasn't interested, not after the way we'd been flirtin before. But that, combined with me disappearin for a while,... I really hope she didn't get the wrong idea.
This weekend I attended Joss' birthday party (happy birthday man) and we had a blast. A lot of the cast & crew & writers & family & just, damn. A lot of people. Andy looked like he was havin fun, but you could just see the underlying sadness & weariness in him. My heart is totally breaking for him.
I've gotta run, so it's time for me to wrap up what I'm writin. (And I'm really kinda secretly hoping I get to go out with Larisa again.)
Well, last Thursday, I went out to the mall with Larisa. I've been kinda sorta flirtin with her online for a bit now, but seeing her in person: I turned from the outgoing gal I've been in chat back into the shy mouse I normally am. I hate my shy side. There were so many times I wanted to be bold and reach out to hold her hand and didn't do it. I hope I didn't confuse her or make her think I wasn't interested, not after the way we'd been flirtin before. But that, combined with me disappearin for a while,... I really hope she didn't get the wrong idea.
This weekend I attended Joss' birthday party (happy birthday man) and we had a blast. A lot of the cast & crew & writers & family & just, damn. A lot of people. Andy looked like he was havin fun, but you could just see the underlying sadness & weariness in him. My heart is totally breaking for him.
I've gotta run, so it's time for me to wrap up what I'm writin. (And I'm really kinda secretly hoping I get to go out with Larisa again.)