yup.

[amy_17]

aint it always when things are going good.. you mess up once.. and your just donwnhill from there.. when the fuck does it stop?! i kno no one wants to listen ( or read) any of this shit but.. i find myself upset alot.. i mean shcools Ok.. but everything else is just crazy. the days i really miss is late july early august.. i had it all.. and i fucked it up.. but then again what else is new. i usually always take that path that has the crooked sign that is dark n creepy instead of the perfect sign wiht fresh paint going off into the sunset. the worst part of it all is.. i have no one to blame but myself. n those of you who read this that arent on good terms with me are probly loving it.. taking in the enjoyment of my screw ups and how they are commin back to bite me in the ass.. well dont use up all your enjoyment on this.. there will be more... to come.. plenty.. but some where down along this foggy fucked up road, it will get better.. i hope..

if i give up on you, i give up on me
if we fight whats true, will we ever be
even god himself, and the faith i knew
shouldnt hold me back, shouldnt keep me from you

tease me, by holding out your hand
then leave me, or take me as i am
and live our lives, stigmatized

i can feel the blood rushing thru my veins
when i hear your voice, driving me insane
hour after hour, day after day
every lonely nite that i sit and pray

tease me, by holding out your hand
then leave me, or take me as i am
and live our lives, stigmatized

we live our lives on dif sides
but we keep together you and i
juts live our lives, stigmatized

we'll live our lives, we'll take the punches every day
we'll live our lives i know we're gunna find out way

i belive in you
even if no one understands
i believe in you, and i dont really give a damn
if we'r stigmatized
but we keep together you and i
we live our lives on dif sides

we're gunna live our lives
gotta live our lives
we're gunna live our lives
we're gunna live our lives, gunna live our lives, STIGMATIZED........