Two can play that game......
I am back... I am truly sorry if i made most of you worry about my situation.. i am alright now! There is nothing to worry about! I am not going back to what happened cause what’s done is done and I am ready to face a new adventure! All I can say is that I have been tired of being played.. I have been tired of people playing with my emotions... I have been through so much tough times when it comes to love relationships... and because of that it lowered my self-confidence..
BUT now, my self-confidence is back! I will not take shit from anyone... I will not let anyone play with my emotions anymore... I will not let anyone make me feel inferior.. only I, myself can make me feel inferior! No one in this world has the right to step all over me or anyone else... If guys are going to play games with me, I will play... and I will make sure I am going to win... Life consists not in holding good cards, but in playing well those you do hold....
My kindness and my emotions have been taken for granted too many times... and I am not about to let myself be devoured by those beasts who chose to feast on my heart and spit it out like a piece of gum once it has lost its flavor! Life has a lot more to offer other than heartbreak.... we are here to add what we can to life, not to get what we can from it...
At first I thought life is all about pain cause its all that I have been feeling... but as I grow to understand life less and less, I learn to love it more and more... I know I can’t do anything about the length of my life, but I know I can do something about its width and depth...
My life have been an open book to most of my friends.. I hold no secrets... I believe in openness... There is no reason to hide anything cause I am proud of my life... and I am proud of myself... I am not perfect... cause as everyone knows.. no one is perfect.. I have made mistakes in my life... mainly on choosing the wrong guys... The greatest mistake in life is to be in constant fear that you will make one, which is why I am not afraid to admit my mistakes... I have learned from all of my mistakes cause if I didn’t, there wouldn’t be no sense making them! LOL!
I have failed when it comes to the matters of the heart... which is why I have been really down lately... but to me failure is not falling down; it is remaining there when you have fallen... I almost fell out of my life...but I am glad that I haven’t cause now I appreciate my failures even more... It taught me that failing is not all about falling, but its about getting up after you have fallen! Which is why I am back with more self-confidence...and tougher than ever!
Thanks to all the people who cared for me.. who thought of me... and kept me in their minds and their prayers... I know I may come off as a totally different person on this entry.. but believe me.. I am still the same Kyle... its just that I am more of the old me now... As I have said before, I am not taking shit from anyone...
"No man is worth your tears and the one who is won't make you cry."
Till next time!~
BUT now, my self-confidence is back! I will not take shit from anyone... I will not let anyone play with my emotions anymore... I will not let anyone make me feel inferior.. only I, myself can make me feel inferior! No one in this world has the right to step all over me or anyone else... If guys are going to play games with me, I will play... and I will make sure I am going to win... Life consists not in holding good cards, but in playing well those you do hold....
My kindness and my emotions have been taken for granted too many times... and I am not about to let myself be devoured by those beasts who chose to feast on my heart and spit it out like a piece of gum once it has lost its flavor! Life has a lot more to offer other than heartbreak.... we are here to add what we can to life, not to get what we can from it...
At first I thought life is all about pain cause its all that I have been feeling... but as I grow to understand life less and less, I learn to love it more and more... I know I can’t do anything about the length of my life, but I know I can do something about its width and depth...
My life have been an open book to most of my friends.. I hold no secrets... I believe in openness... There is no reason to hide anything cause I am proud of my life... and I am proud of myself... I am not perfect... cause as everyone knows.. no one is perfect.. I have made mistakes in my life... mainly on choosing the wrong guys... The greatest mistake in life is to be in constant fear that you will make one, which is why I am not afraid to admit my mistakes... I have learned from all of my mistakes cause if I didn’t, there wouldn’t be no sense making them! LOL!
I have failed when it comes to the matters of the heart... which is why I have been really down lately... but to me failure is not falling down; it is remaining there when you have fallen... I almost fell out of my life...but I am glad that I haven’t cause now I appreciate my failures even more... It taught me that failing is not all about falling, but its about getting up after you have fallen! Which is why I am back with more self-confidence...and tougher than ever!
Thanks to all the people who cared for me.. who thought of me... and kept me in their minds and their prayers... I know I may come off as a totally different person on this entry.. but believe me.. I am still the same Kyle... its just that I am more of the old me now... As I have said before, I am not taking shit from anyone...
"No man is worth your tears and the one who is won't make you cry."
Till next time!~