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...It's been a long time since i've updated this thing..So here i go.....I started smoking again...I hate it though...I wana stop..I'm not addicted..But you all probably would think otherwise....I've gotten worse than i was before..I'm going through about a little over a pack a day...My anti-depressent pills arn't working anymore...I feel like shit..I have some relatives over...It's okay I guess...Man, I fucking don't care about what anyone thinks about me anymore....I'm not trying to fucking impress anyone...anymore....Things are changing....I don't like this change at all....But I'm starting to realize....No matter what I do...What i say...or anything...Wont make a diffrence or change anything....Cuz i've tried that before...So fuck it...I guess i'm gonna be depressed for a while...die from lung cancer from all those cigz....But you don't care...No one fucking cares....All I have to do now is...Try to move on...Forget about what happend in the past...Because if i just think about it....i'll feel like i'm even more of a worthless peice of shit than i already am...
..Oh yeah....I went to Austin...It was fun....Good skate spots....Hot chicks...
..Oh yeah....I went to Austin...It was fun....Good skate spots....Hot chicks...