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[amusanteart28]

Definately dragged my ass out of bed at 7:00 AM. Mom got pissed when I told her that I didn't care if I was late, and she told me that she would take my keys away from me. Fortunately, I was early to school. I washed my hair, threw on jeans and a tee shirt, didnt put on any make up (not like I have anyone I want to impress any ways nor can I wear certain shirts I normally would because of certain "bruises"), grabbed cheezits and a roll of thin mints (so bad!), and ran out the door at 7:20. I am good. BUT because I fell asleep at 9:30, I didnt do any homework, so in graphic design, my awesome teacher let me type my paper! So it is done... oh but yeah.. nicole didnt know she had an english paper due... freakin A! I have that plus 2 acts of "The Dollhouse" to read...grrrrrrrrr.... fuck school. I cannot wait to graduate. Mystic Lake, here I come! Then GVSU.. I have a feeling college will be a different story. It has a whole new meaning. Yep, my high school grades are shit ( A, B, C+) but I just havent cared. To tell y'all the truth, Im somewhat depressed. I've been depressed for along time... it doesnt have much to do with recent events, that was just another thing to add to the pile. I don't really know what to do. I am not being distructive what so ever... Im just sad. All I wanna do is sleep and neglect everything I enjoy. It would be much easier that way. I don't wanna kill myself lol... I like being alive. I know there are things to look foward to in the future. Im just in a bad place right now. LIfe has a way of workin itself out and I think my life will be just fine.

He he he... I invited the army recruiters to the Progressive Club's Hunger Banquet.. they like to bother me, so I thought I would bother them. I made sure they could see my political anti-war bag that they love oh so much... im bad!