Ahhhh
We talked for the about 2 hours last night and I feel bad because I made his first day at camp miserable.. he wasnt expecting it.... he made me feel like i was victimizing him, and I believed him, but now I dont think I see it that way at all. Its hard to stick to my guns because I do still love him and care about his well being. Its that he told me last night that its obvious that even though he love sme more than he has loved any other girl, that I love him more and he was expecting me to make him love me more as our relationship continued on. He said he is he one used to always giving in a relationship and that he was teaching himself how to take with me... i dont know if i buy it. whatever... ill just have to be strong and not give in. it was hard not to give in last night because i felt like I committed a crime against what we had. We both did agree that when we were in person, certain needs coming from both of us came up that were unexpected and we didnt know how to deal with them. Hopefully alll of this makes sense