Jan 22, 2005 22:25
everything is wonderful. i had a really fun sleepover last night. i am getting a lot closer to a cool person (love u ciara!)haha pt.
sometimes desire can overrule ur life but i kinda like not being in control sometimes and letting myself do what i want to at that moment...
especially when it is with some 1 u can trust not to take advantage of ur vulnerability. not too much ne way lol
sometimes when i look at u i don't see but only feel. feel strong enough to compensate for my blindness. i can never be close enough, never be held tight enough, never get enough of u. when i do look at u and see u i am even more overwhelmed - this prolly isn't makin ne sense but its okay, it does to me - lol