to my ballers

Jan 07, 2005 22:10

coach mike at halftime in the team room "we really need to work it into the posts;kristina, kelly, jill, and tash. it is really..."
kristin" mandy is a post too"
mike "what"
kristin " u didn't say mandys name , she is a post too"
mike "oh yea- blah blah blah

oh yea! oh fucking yea i totally forgot she was on the team. since i never play her i tend to forget that shes even here. altho she used to work her ass off in practice till i yelled at her for trivial things and i should have noticed how hard she was working to earn a spot in the game but i didn't and now i totally forgot she was even here. UGH

i love my ballers i really do i just lost it today at the game- thats y i had a lil cry thing. it is nothing against u i want u all to kno that. i am just having problems accepting my deteriorating role as a member of the NHS bball team- i have aspired to play for novato since i went to my first game at age 8. i have always wanted to be a lady hornet- that was my dream- and what am i now?

"IMPOSSIBLE IS NOTHING"
its just hard to shoot for after SO many inconclusive efforts
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