Startin the year out with a loud clap...
Sooooo its been a while since i updated. ^_^ It will probably always be a long time. Between Fanfics, forums, and friends (whoa. Lots o 'F's) i dont get much time for this. yet. *cry*
My weeks have been pretty uneventful....I've developed friendly feelings for someone pretty shocking (not who you'd think :P). And...Oh! The band's name has changed!! 'BIG' news. *rolls eyes*
Because our bass player has deserted us, *cry*, we have had to find another. Well, its a guy, and he dont like our name 'metricaria' because it sounds girly. *narrows eyes* I...dont...like...him...
SO to the disappointment of haley and I, we've changed it to 'All Dignity Lost'. Poor taush, she cant even say it. (she has a lisp) Needless to say SHE aint very happy.
And as for the pregnant girl, jamie. Her saga continues. Although she tells everyone else she's pregnant, (okay 4 foot tall or not, shes only showing to be about 4 months if that) but yet she told me that /////GRAPHIC for some!!!//// she'd been having real bad cramps and she went to pee and there was blood. She said that she feels like she's lost it. Now. She said she made and appointment for the 17th to be checked out.
Bull. Shit. If she lost that baby she would be SO sick, possibly dead! They wouldnt just 'make her an appointment'. She hasnt been to the doctor once to begin with.
AND! So i said what was she gonna do if she lost it. She said she didnt know. I asked her about a funeral (cause she says she's due next month.) because if she's this far along they'd have to bury it. She said she hasnt thought about it, she doesnt want to go. *cough* I'll believe it when i see it.
*deep breath* But i've let it go. Honestly. I cant not sleep and worry over her if she's going to lie. So until there's a baby (and if this thing lives past a week the way she eats and/or takes care of herself I'll be shocked) or a funeral that there's proof of. She'll need a headstone, plot, all that stuff. I dont think she was pregnant to begin with.
BUT you dont ditch friends. You may not agree, or necessarily hang out with that friend, but you should be there for them. And thats what i'll do. I've stuck it out with her this long, and hell, i love the girl to death, but she cant out and out lie to me and expect me to just totally forgive her for it.
Even when she got drunk that weekend, while supossedly pregnant. I chewed her ass for that, and i knew it pissed her off but damn it jamie, Grow some damn SENSE!!!! And while she talked about taking it to parties, and introducing it to pot at a young age and all that, i'd just look at her. And she'd look at me and she'd know how incredibly disappointed i was in her. I know she's young, but still. I'm young too, and i'm smarter than that.
Those were the days that i cried. It takes a lot for me to cry. Animals, children, and death make me cry, but only if they're extrememly sad. I'm a living heart donor. It truly upsets me. ANDDDDDD When i left the stupid Cult, she left with me. That entire place was hellbent that if you leave, you become pregnant, a stoner, dead, etc. You become immoral. Well they were right about jamie, but not about me. But because of her, they think they're right. And they think I'LL end up the same way. Okay since i left that God forsaken hell, i'm happier, my grades are up, and i'm not a stoner, druggie, dead, or pregnant. SO SHOVE IT BROTHER KENNY!
Whoo. that was nice.
My weeks have been pretty uneventful....I've developed friendly feelings for someone pretty shocking (not who you'd think :P). And...Oh! The band's name has changed!! 'BIG' news. *rolls eyes*
Because our bass player has deserted us, *cry*, we have had to find another. Well, its a guy, and he dont like our name 'metricaria' because it sounds girly. *narrows eyes* I...dont...like...him...
SO to the disappointment of haley and I, we've changed it to 'All Dignity Lost'. Poor taush, she cant even say it. (she has a lisp) Needless to say SHE aint very happy.
And as for the pregnant girl, jamie. Her saga continues. Although she tells everyone else she's pregnant, (okay 4 foot tall or not, shes only showing to be about 4 months if that) but yet she told me that /////GRAPHIC for some!!!//// she'd been having real bad cramps and she went to pee and there was blood. She said that she feels like she's lost it. Now. She said she made and appointment for the 17th to be checked out.
Bull. Shit. If she lost that baby she would be SO sick, possibly dead! They wouldnt just 'make her an appointment'. She hasnt been to the doctor once to begin with.
AND! So i said what was she gonna do if she lost it. She said she didnt know. I asked her about a funeral (cause she says she's due next month.) because if she's this far along they'd have to bury it. She said she hasnt thought about it, she doesnt want to go. *cough* I'll believe it when i see it.
*deep breath* But i've let it go. Honestly. I cant not sleep and worry over her if she's going to lie. So until there's a baby (and if this thing lives past a week the way she eats and/or takes care of herself I'll be shocked) or a funeral that there's proof of. She'll need a headstone, plot, all that stuff. I dont think she was pregnant to begin with.
BUT you dont ditch friends. You may not agree, or necessarily hang out with that friend, but you should be there for them. And thats what i'll do. I've stuck it out with her this long, and hell, i love the girl to death, but she cant out and out lie to me and expect me to just totally forgive her for it.
Even when she got drunk that weekend, while supossedly pregnant. I chewed her ass for that, and i knew it pissed her off but damn it jamie, Grow some damn SENSE!!!! And while she talked about taking it to parties, and introducing it to pot at a young age and all that, i'd just look at her. And she'd look at me and she'd know how incredibly disappointed i was in her. I know she's young, but still. I'm young too, and i'm smarter than that.
Those were the days that i cried. It takes a lot for me to cry. Animals, children, and death make me cry, but only if they're extrememly sad. I'm a living heart donor. It truly upsets me. ANDDDDDD When i left the stupid Cult, she left with me. That entire place was hellbent that if you leave, you become pregnant, a stoner, dead, etc. You become immoral. Well they were right about jamie, but not about me. But because of her, they think they're right. And they think I'LL end up the same way. Okay since i left that God forsaken hell, i'm happier, my grades are up, and i'm not a stoner, druggie, dead, or pregnant. SO SHOVE IT BROTHER KENNY!
Whoo. that was nice.