Arg on today.
I couldn't sleep at all last night, it was hell on my body when I ddi get to sleep. Wheh I woke up I coudn't move out of my bed at all. it took me most likly more then 15 minutes just to get up before my head hit me with pain. I was really late for work, got there at 8:45ish so I had to rush getting everything set up to open at 9. I felt light-headed all day and I barely could even think stright. I think I almost fell couple times to which wasn't cool. I was lucky to even leave early, 3...ish because MJ was a little late.
I am feeling a bit better now and I will get the chance to sleep in tommorrow because I do have a easy work day time wise which I'll only be working 4 hours, stink but I most likly need the chill time. Other then that I am just feeling a bit "err" right now because I am not sure what I wanna do at this moment. I thought I had something to do tonight but I guess not. Arg, this is so toublesome. I am getting the old "ew-not - emo-yet" sadness again, but most likly it's because I am not feeling to well but it still sucks to have this feeling again.
I wanna start writing story again but I have not gotten that feeling back from mouths ago. I type random ideas at time, but rarely. I wanna get a laptop but I don't know which one I should get. I am feeling selfish about what I need on it, I pretty much want the perfet laptop but that will cost to much. I also want a realy good camera with at lest 10 megapixels. I wanna write story with picure. Going to keep this idea with me right now, but it's just something I wanna try. Like I said, I wanna be selfish and I can't ask for these for x-mas because they cost to much and I know it can't be done. Oh well, I need to save my money.
Which I am having a problem with doing right now, but that nothing to big. I'll just need to push down on anime buying.
Eep.
I am feeling a bit better now and I will get the chance to sleep in tommorrow because I do have a easy work day time wise which I'll only be working 4 hours, stink but I most likly need the chill time. Other then that I am just feeling a bit "err" right now because I am not sure what I wanna do at this moment. I thought I had something to do tonight but I guess not. Arg, this is so toublesome. I am getting the old "ew-not - emo-yet" sadness again, but most likly it's because I am not feeling to well but it still sucks to have this feeling again.
I wanna start writing story again but I have not gotten that feeling back from mouths ago. I type random ideas at time, but rarely. I wanna get a laptop but I don't know which one I should get. I am feeling selfish about what I need on it, I pretty much want the perfet laptop but that will cost to much. I also want a realy good camera with at lest 10 megapixels. I wanna write story with picure. Going to keep this idea with me right now, but it's just something I wanna try. Like I said, I wanna be selfish and I can't ask for these for x-mas because they cost to much and I know it can't be done. Oh well, I need to save my money.
Which I am having a problem with doing right now, but that nothing to big. I'll just need to push down on anime buying.
Eep.