fft
so mum called me a dumb shit today... for putting something on the wrong shelf in the fridge?
does that make sense to anyone?
anyways... i felt like saying "if youre so smart.. why are you stuck in some shitty factory job?"
but then i thought i shouldnt...
i mean... shes not the dumbest person around... but i know id put her to shame.
reason im writing this.. is because im angry... angry at the way i get treated for doing nothing wrong.
i was so hot tempered this afternoon.. i felt like punching my dad in the face and telling my mother that she was a bitch and i hate her.
but i cant... coz i love them.
i just sit and take it... coz im used to it.
i cant hold a grudge.
i stick up for mum... every time she asks me to.. or everytime i can see dad upsetting her i jump in and say i did it.
i cant help but think that maybe it should be the other way round sometimes...
but when i do take the blame for her... she looks at me as if im a fucking shame to the family... WHEN SHES THE ONE THAT DID IT
fuck it.
does that make sense to anyone?
anyways... i felt like saying "if youre so smart.. why are you stuck in some shitty factory job?"
but then i thought i shouldnt...
i mean... shes not the dumbest person around... but i know id put her to shame.
reason im writing this.. is because im angry... angry at the way i get treated for doing nothing wrong.
i was so hot tempered this afternoon.. i felt like punching my dad in the face and telling my mother that she was a bitch and i hate her.
but i cant... coz i love them.
i just sit and take it... coz im used to it.
i cant hold a grudge.
i stick up for mum... every time she asks me to.. or everytime i can see dad upsetting her i jump in and say i did it.
i cant help but think that maybe it should be the other way round sometimes...
but when i do take the blame for her... she looks at me as if im a fucking shame to the family... WHEN SHES THE ONE THAT DID IT
fuck it.