life...
life....has basically sucked for me latly, im not rerally sure what to do anymore, i feel like no matter how hard i try i cant help anything....o by the way dannielle broke up with me like a week and a half ago, and nothing quite feels right, but i dont want her to hurt anymore, but i dont want to hurt anymore either, i just want to talk to her im done trying to get her back i just want to be her friend i dont want to lose her entirely, i thought that would be the best thing to do at frist but i was wrong, and every time i talk to her my words never come out right, i always say the wrong thing, like something im not feeling, i cant stand it, im actually like creating an alser over it or something i havent eaten a "real" meal sence we broke up and my stomach is constandly. this is just so hard,i loved her so much, and it all ended so quick, i guess it was going to happen eventually, i guess it didnt help by me nagging her all the time wondering what was wrong but is it so bad to care about someone you love? i just wanted to do anything i could to help her, i just always wanted to be there for her.......but i pushed to hard, and i would take that back if i could, i mean i wouldnt just stop caring i just thigs could be alot different knowing that stress was so bad with her, i mean now i know alot of things i wish i could have understood before, like to just cool down when i get mad becasue its not worth it.....if you read this dannielle dont take it the wrong way i just need to get my head stranded out ......and writeing it out kinda does that for me.........well peace out everyone