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[amsies811]

so i was looking at this thing and i realized that i havent written in here in FOREVER. Also, i was reading Kalen's entry about what she has done over the past year and i realized that i have no idea of what time things happen in my life. i know that this year has had its ups and downs but ive realized that life isnt so terrible haha. i have alot of really good friends who would do anything for me..and who i would do anything for. my mom and i get along pretty well and my brother and i are getting along better then we probably ever have. i love and miss my sister so much.ive come to the realization that what my dad has done in the past is the past and i should get over it because he's still my father and i still love him. ive also come to the realization that my stepmom can be really cool when she wants to be, but if she wants to be a bitch, well then shes going to be a bitch and i cant do anything about it. some days i feel really happy and others not so much..but im trying to look at the bright side of things because dwelling on the bad is not good for me. last semester i did pretty bad in school. i got a total of .5 credits so i am changing schools. im working as a hostess at a sushi place which is alright..i dont really do anything and i get along really well with everyone who works there..we had a christmas party and everyone got wasted hahah twas nice. anyways thats all im going to write for now..i cant promise that im going to write more or that im going to write soon or any of that but i will try...plus i dont know if anyone even reads this thing anymore..but i miss ya'll. yes im from texas and i say YA'LL haha.
<3333333 MERRY CHRISTMAS LOVES!