BLAH!
today i feel so ugly. life is complicated. i feel as though i achieve nothing. the week days make me depressed. all i ever do is go to school, where i have 3 friends that i dont even talk to that much there, and maybe go to work. other than that i sit on my ass and sit at the computer all fucking day. i dont interact with my friends. i need a fucking drivers license...im 16 and 1/2..i think i deserve that much. although i have many friends, i feel as though i have only one or two actual friends. i want someone to love me, but it just doesnt happen to work out that way. i feel ugly, and stupid, and worthless. all that guys ever want from me is to get some. that's so lame. it makes me fucking sick. all i want right now is for someone to care for me, and maybe even take care of me a little bit, i feel like i always take care of everyone else and it is starting to FUCKING BUG ME! rah rah rah i know i complain too much. i cant fucking sleep. and i dont want to take my sleeping pill, for the fear of when i go to sleep i will have horrible dreams that i cant escape. and now to be a true emo kid ill post some pics.
no makeup. very ugly, oh well.
no makeup. very ugly, oh well.