sunday
Today:
12:15am- Lyssa arrives at Court's, where I've been struggling to get the door to unlock for 1 hour. We get into the house, walk Bandit, feed Weeks, and then drive to IHOP.
2:15am- I get back to Court's, make the bed, get into bed.
3am- fall asleep.
woke 1x an hour minimum from 5am to 9:30am. bad sleep littered with terrible dreams.
6:20am- dressed, walked Bandit
6:45am- went back to bed. Stayed there till 9:30, shitty sleep.
9:30- walked Ban again, fed him too
Hung out online, read, got wicked anxious, watched CNN, showered, watched Greys Anatomy online, walked Ban
12:15pm- drove to school, got some stuff together, ate grilled cheese, got my bike into my car, went to Target.
2pm- back to Court's, watched tv, cooked food, internet, lazy, etc. till now.
I've, not really Cried, but got Very Teary over a million parts of Grey's Anatomy, a breast cancer walk ad on the radio, and 2 TLC shows about big families. My head feels like it is going to explode. The afternoon has gone far better than the morning. Lily has 1 Klonapin so she's coming over wit hthat guy at some point this evening. I think I will take 1/2 tonight, 1/2 tomorrow morning.
Tonight I will go to bed early because I slept so poorly last night. In between now and then I will eat, do homework, feed cat, feed dog, walk Ban, watch TV, and try not to lose it. Those are my only goals.
I can't believe I have to start internship when I'm such a mess. If you don't know me, you probably wouldn't be able to tell that I'm a disaster inside right now.
So I've been watching these shows on TLC about families with massive amounts of kids- 16, 13. That is crazy.
So tired. Ready to sleep now.
12:15am- Lyssa arrives at Court's, where I've been struggling to get the door to unlock for 1 hour. We get into the house, walk Bandit, feed Weeks, and then drive to IHOP.
2:15am- I get back to Court's, make the bed, get into bed.
3am- fall asleep.
woke 1x an hour minimum from 5am to 9:30am. bad sleep littered with terrible dreams.
6:20am- dressed, walked Bandit
6:45am- went back to bed. Stayed there till 9:30, shitty sleep.
9:30- walked Ban again, fed him too
Hung out online, read, got wicked anxious, watched CNN, showered, watched Greys Anatomy online, walked Ban
12:15pm- drove to school, got some stuff together, ate grilled cheese, got my bike into my car, went to Target.
2pm- back to Court's, watched tv, cooked food, internet, lazy, etc. till now.
I've, not really Cried, but got Very Teary over a million parts of Grey's Anatomy, a breast cancer walk ad on the radio, and 2 TLC shows about big families. My head feels like it is going to explode. The afternoon has gone far better than the morning. Lily has 1 Klonapin so she's coming over wit hthat guy at some point this evening. I think I will take 1/2 tonight, 1/2 tomorrow morning.
Tonight I will go to bed early because I slept so poorly last night. In between now and then I will eat, do homework, feed cat, feed dog, walk Ban, watch TV, and try not to lose it. Those are my only goals.
I can't believe I have to start internship when I'm such a mess. If you don't know me, you probably wouldn't be able to tell that I'm a disaster inside right now.
So I've been watching these shows on TLC about families with massive amounts of kids- 16, 13. That is crazy.
So tired. Ready to sleep now.