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ok so as usual, im procrastinating packing, i leave for outer banks in less then like seven hours, which is actually a lot but i need to factor in like at least five hours of sleep, so that means that really packing and laundry time is almost up! i seem to only update on this thingy when im supposed to be doing other things, aka my research paper (bad memories lol). anyways my first senior week was lovely. Jeneal and i drove down to ocean city on tuesday, crashed with the girls and partied pretty hard. liz's house got busted for drinking or what not so that kinda sucked but jeneal and i did not get caught. on our second night down there we went to this random guy's house with liz z's boyfriend as our rent a date. and we just hung out with a bunch of hot red necks that appeherently went to our school. whatever, they gave us lots of free alcohol....and there was some nice flirting....maybe more but honestly cant remember cuz i was pretty gone. so, we basically didnt wake up until nine then we took the drunk bus home and slept for like three hours, then jeneal and i drove home (which prob wasnt legal cuz im pretty sure we both had plenty of alcohol left in our systems. then friday i chilled, and today i drove with my ladies to VA for celebrate fairfax to see ryan and his band play---they were orgasmic as usual, i swear that kid is going places...and NOW im home, have watced like three episodes of charmed and still have not packed slash done the dishes. mmmmm i really cant wait for tomorrow, it will be a week full of lovely friends, drinking, eating, being goofs at basically my most fav place ever in the entire world. its just missing one thing.....but yeah nonetheless it will be amazing. now if only my suitcase would pack itself---im staring at it really hard and nothing's happening...no magical powers for amy i guess. ok so intresting topic--i have never really been a believer in god before, but after careful consideration, including working at the hospital and stuff thats happened this year, i think i do believe in something, kind of a universal energy force, like fate...im not really even sure what i would call it. but i do believe that things happen for a reason, people meet for a reason, u are supposed to find that someone....and maybe its not all as easy as i used to think it was. but bottom line, i think i believe in fate and faith and im not really sure if i believe in it becuase im just too damn lazy to take control myself, or if im just tired of worrying so much, but either way its nice to believe in something. oh yeah and i believe in people (some people). wow i really need to pack. i hope everyone is enjoying senior week, partying hard, playing hard and not killing themselves. love you all mucho.