Apr 19, 2003 01:11
wow...it's been a LonG time since I've been here...
LOTS has happened since that last quiz I took...wow..yea lots.
lots of school...ehh yea. I used to LOVE it..and I don't as much anymore...there's always good times...but everything's so routine...
Prom. yea. prom. good times...that was really fun...:)
It was a lot better than I thought it would be...melting pot..good music...fun people ;)...fun times. Everyone ('cept me of course)looked soo good :)! and most everyone danced!..(even if it was RAVING WITH GLOWSTICKS!) hehe.
I hate tests. SAT's. AP Exams. IB exams. they all suck. I can't wait 'til they're all over. A few more weeks...I just have to keep telling myself that.
My life would be SO different if I weren't always SO busy..I'm not sure if it would be such a good thing or maybe bad? I'd prolly die of boredom...hmm...if only I knew??
I've been so stressed lately...about everything...school..people. school. I have sooo much to do...study for SAT, AP exams, IB exams. I feel like I don't even care anymore..and I haven't even begun studying for math team next weekend...hah..History of Math my ass...
I feel like I've really disappointed my family a lot...they've been soo good to me..but I still manage to do everything wrong. Everyone was in such a good mood today..we talked a lot about college...and my future. They try so hard for me even tho most of the time I don't realize it...I just take everything for granted and complain about them for stupid things...
I want to be in college right now soooo bad...I wanna be done with stressing and "working" on stupid things...and worrying about if I get in somewhere...I wish it was this time next year..hopefully I'll know exactly where I'll be and be able to enjoy every last bit of my senior year...ahh I can't wait! I wish everything wasn't so damn hard...
I love all my friends...thanks for being there for me and helping me...like ALL the time...:)! ahh you guys make me smile! and I'm sorry to the ones I disappointed/have been disappointing/annoying about stupid things..etc..:(..I'm sorry!
I can't wait 'til summer!..ahh it'll be SoOoO busy but hopefully fun! :) I'm taking classes at ECC....physics...I think with s0ma and Dave-id..then I'm going to UM for three weeks...then to NY to stay with my cousins..then when my whole family's back we go to Alaska!..w00t!...ahh I wish I could've gone to CO! haha ;)..hopefully the time I'm actually in town..i can have some fun ;)!..we'll see : D!
alright...enough for today..ahhh my bed is looking SO good right now..byeeeeeeee!