When it rains, it pours huh.
Yesterday was wonderful. Absolutely wonderful. Except for getting home and having to promptly leave again...
I woke up today feeling sicker that ever. My voice is completely gone. Mom has to cancel my Doctor's appt for me. I wake up and work on my paper a little bit. I Then receive a series of phone calls and text messages. One from my work, telling me they dont need me to come in anymore. Meaning I have 3 weeks less than when I gave my notice, 3 weeks of pay I Was going to use to pay bills, and buy presents, and take care of myself for once. Spending is going to have to cut back a lot. I get a call from my best friend, saying my other best friend is missing. I panick. Turned out he passed out in the bathroom and no one could find him. I receive a call from my mom, saying that my text messages went way over this month, and that I now owe her 90 dollars because over overages, most of which were texts being received. They might cancel my phone plan altogether. I still feel horrible. Then the text messages. Why can't I be anymore that a regret, or a distraction, to every guy that likes or has liked me in the past. Something's always wrong. There's always the regrets. I dont want to do this anymore.
So, I didnt go to class today, because I know I would have burst into tears at any given point. I can't even talk right now. I don't want to go to Steve's tonight. It'd be awesome, crying in front of my friends.
Can I please have a do over for today? for my life?
I woke up today feeling sicker that ever. My voice is completely gone. Mom has to cancel my Doctor's appt for me. I wake up and work on my paper a little bit. I Then receive a series of phone calls and text messages. One from my work, telling me they dont need me to come in anymore. Meaning I have 3 weeks less than when I gave my notice, 3 weeks of pay I Was going to use to pay bills, and buy presents, and take care of myself for once. Spending is going to have to cut back a lot. I get a call from my best friend, saying my other best friend is missing. I panick. Turned out he passed out in the bathroom and no one could find him. I receive a call from my mom, saying that my text messages went way over this month, and that I now owe her 90 dollars because over overages, most of which were texts being received. They might cancel my phone plan altogether. I still feel horrible. Then the text messages. Why can't I be anymore that a regret, or a distraction, to every guy that likes or has liked me in the past. Something's always wrong. There's always the regrets. I dont want to do this anymore.
So, I didnt go to class today, because I know I would have burst into tears at any given point. I can't even talk right now. I don't want to go to Steve's tonight. It'd be awesome, crying in front of my friends.
Can I please have a do over for today? for my life?