May 15, 2005 16:29
The past few days have been alright. I feel like a vegetable. I cant think anymore. I find myself watching tv, wasting time, not thinking about whats going on in the show/movie, just sitting. What a waste of life.
Nate came over yesterday, I seemed to wake up some. That was nice. After we got out of the driveway i went back into the same state.
Colin called this morning wondering if id like to go downtown with him and dexter. Unfortunatly i wasnt feeling well. Thats about the only thing i was thinking about today. Him talking about Angela and flashbacking to our sunday walks to the general store for sandwiches.. sigh...
I'm going to church.
I wish I was awake.