reliving the past
there will always be some times in the past that when you look back to them it kills you bc of a decision you made or a friend you lost or something stupid you said!! but then there are also all those times that you look back on and smile the biggest smile bc you know how great they were!! these things can cause either a smile or a tear...or in some cases both!!
you may not remember all the time we did get to spend together but i sure do!! we had so much fun just hanging out being kids, doing what we do best!! laughing, having fun!!! our summers were spent at the beach, with friends, and at youth and winters were spent talking for hours on end about all our imature lil problems and then boxing day...hanging out at home...together!! school days were spent writing notes to each other that by the time they were recieved it was almost a week later and they didnt make much sense anymore!! when i read all the little poems and songs and things that were said again and again they just make me smile even bigger each time!! there are deffinitly some really great times in our past together!! i know it sucks to sometimes look back on them but the good ones are just to great to forget!! i prolly sound really wierd right now to most people but this is directed at just one specific person...you may or may not know who you are but i just wanted to say thank you for everything!! i put you through alot and that is one of the very few regrets i do have!! i know everything is good again and i really hope it stays that way!! you have completly changed my life and i love you for it!! thanx again!!
well sry guys if that wasnt very enjoyable to read! ill write again later!! <333 xoxo