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I want to steal simargl's tag : "it would be funny if it didn't happen to me"
Today : second coming of the inspectorship .... someone else than last week. And it was awful !!
I have been sick the whole previous night.
He ( the maths teacher coming to inspect me) was late ('cause wrong address ... no comment), when he arrived, the pupils that were calm and listening for once were so interested by that weird man appearing suddently, they just or stood up to talk to him or made winces and faces to him, and so just stoped listening to me ... So I called them back, one began making a crisis of anger, two didn't wanted to seat back, little Cyxtine began crying 'cause I wanted her to stop griping my leg just like she was lost in the sea and I was the last plank on water ("Jake, Jake, don't die !!!!") ...
Well, it was a mess ... consequences : I screamed, everybody screamed ... pfff ... consequences N°2 : late with the orders of the work they had to do... so they didn't make even the half of what they were supposed to do and when I had to call them back to seat before going in the schoolyard for the break, they just ran to the pencils and jumped on paper to draw ... but it wasn't the time !! It was break time with me screaming and a persistent headache, a want of coffee right there and then with a little smoke ... not drawing time !!! O__O
;__; i don't want to see or speak about trolls of my whole life ... well until tomorrow at least ...
So : I have another visit from the same teacher than today in two weeks "to see if this is improving" sniffffff !!!!! And he gave me things to do in the class with the pupils for the next week, I will have to show him how it has worked, hoping it will work !
Three visits in one month !!!!!
I will die before the end of that year ...
Or I will be fired. Or I will quit. Or I will take a leave for depression. Or I will pay him ( oh,that one is a good one *thinking about my gone salary* )
(I want holidays !! again)
Today : second coming of the inspectorship .... someone else than last week. And it was awful !!
I have been sick the whole previous night.
He ( the maths teacher coming to inspect me) was late ('cause wrong address ... no comment), when he arrived, the pupils that were calm and listening for once were so interested by that weird man appearing suddently, they just or stood up to talk to him or made winces and faces to him, and so just stoped listening to me ... So I called them back, one began making a crisis of anger, two didn't wanted to seat back, little Cyxtine began crying 'cause I wanted her to stop griping my leg just like she was lost in the sea and I was the last plank on water ("Jake, Jake, don't die !!!!") ...
Well, it was a mess ... consequences : I screamed, everybody screamed ... pfff ... consequences N°2 : late with the orders of the work they had to do... so they didn't make even the half of what they were supposed to do and when I had to call them back to seat before going in the schoolyard for the break, they just ran to the pencils and jumped on paper to draw ... but it wasn't the time !! It was break time with me screaming and a persistent headache, a want of coffee right there and then with a little smoke ... not drawing time !!! O__O
;__; i don't want to see or speak about trolls of my whole life ... well until tomorrow at least ...
So : I have another visit from the same teacher than today in two weeks "to see if this is improving" sniffffff !!!!! And he gave me things to do in the class with the pupils for the next week, I will have to show him how it has worked, hoping it will work !
Three visits in one month !!!!!
I will die before the end of that year ...
Or I will be fired. Or I will quit. Or I will take a leave for depression. Or I will pay him ( oh,that one is a good one *thinking about my gone salary* )
(I want holidays !! again)